missannakay

sei parte di me

missannakay — Mon, 07 Nov 2011 20:05:13 +0000

when i re-read posts from my past – i realize that my thoughts from even a year ago have changed drastically, however i’m always in this loop of – what’s next?

what if tomorrow never came?

would i be content leaving my name as is?

it seems that the older i get – the more i experience – the less i truly know.

the less i trust my judgement on my own actions – beliefs.

school and work and sleep take up most hours of my life

i can only hope that it will all be worth it in the end – but nothing’s guaranteed.

i’m forced to face my daily unscheduled schedule and ‘hope’ for the best – believe that everything happens for a reason, but struggle with certain issues in my life that i have no control over – of which there are many.

it’s funny how life works. you’ve got to stay busy to stay alive.

it seems that frequently, i’m speeding through – rushing through because i’ve got to do this, i’ve got to do that.

i wonder what things would be like without a worry in the world.

i’m stressing my physics class & procrastinating.

that’s where this is coming from.

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i’m complaining, i know i know – but it isn’t ALL that bad – i’ve been more happy than sad recently

yay

JAM; MAHONEY & THE MOMENT

missannakay — Thu, 03 Nov 2011 12:45:04 +0000

mahoney and the moment

“Mahoney & The Moment came together at the dawn of 2011 in New York City. They play melodic folk music influenced by freshlove and city life. Their live show is an energetic and entertaining folk explosion that showcases their combined songwriting talent and musicianship. The band have recently completed their debut album in London & New York which arrives September 9th x “

Steve Mahoney, Emily Moment, they’re fabulous! spread word & check them out!

sweet folk indie tunes – soothing to the soul; check their website

i’m ready for tour dates!

borrowed.

missannakay — Thu, 03 Nov 2011 12:15:19 +0000

“pursue your dreams, make goals for yourself, be honest with those around you, be spontaneous, live in the moment, keep on achieving, never give up, pick yourself up when you fall, don’t let anything slip through your fingers and get rid of everything that’s bad for you, and than breathe the sweetest air of being alive”

make it happen [ialeks]

tragedy.

missannakay — Thu, 03 Nov 2011 05:24:32 +0000

five days without power – my life has practically been in shambles. doing my best to survive without an outlet for my mac – no wireless – no heat – not even luke warm water – it was damn cold.

thanks to our lovely snowstorm, i’ve experienced something i can definitely refer to as a wake up call. simply goes to show just how much we take for granted

as many times as i entered a room and flipped a light switch – got zilch, no power is tough love.

i’m learning a lot about myself recently. comfort level is changing – for the best, i think, thanks to a certain someone

i always perceived myself as a confident person, i was boss.

turns out i’m way more self-conscious than i ever imagined. i’m still not sure what that means, but i don’t doubt the fact that i’ll figure it out sooner than later

i may say this entirely too often but everything happens for a reason.

i wish i had a fast forward button to see how the future unfolds – must be patient though, i’m aware that today’s present is yesterday’s future.

remaining optimistic, & thankful.

random as hell

missannakay — Tue, 25 Oct 2011 22:27:54 +0000

i have my physics lab due tomorrow, fancy birthday dinner for my brother, american experience key points paper due thursday, industrial psych quiz friday, halloween party on friday and saturday, and maybe monday, theories of personality paper due tuesday, and american experience paper due sometime next week

my life is so crazzzzzaay

i’m procrastinating right now – i really shouldn’t, i know i shouldn’t

i’m like, happy. word. kbyes.

tumblr

thumbs up.

missannakay — Thu, 20 Oct 2011 16:41:21 +0000

my mind is in a place it hasn’t been in, in a damn long time – i don’t mind it.

it’s literally craving all the little, wonderful details of life – all of the happy, itty bitty – nonchalant everyday details – small things – that make life so so good.

i’m juiced up on candy and coffee – i’ve been up since 7, so that may be the reason for my strong urge to skip my midterm and go strolling across my campus – or better yet, jump on a train and head towards the city

i’m feeling rather andventurous today

although i’m fully aware of the fact that TODAY i can’t bail on my midterm, i’m looking forward to escaping reality a bit this week – once my exams are over, i plan on indulging in being a free spirit ;p

i have rihanna’s “we fell in love” video on loop – it’s probably played 23 times in the last ten minutes – you catch my drift?

ps – i’m back on facebook – but i found being sucked in again – therefore, a few minutes ago i deleted the app from my mobile, must control my usage

i control facebook – it does not control me.

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incase you haven’t noticed – fall is in full effect; colorful leaves and all – i’m seriously wanting a flower.

or a ray of sunshine… something along those lines.

nah’m sayin?

watch this video. and don\’t do drugs.

welcome to the goodlife

missannakay — Tue, 18 Oct 2011 12:37:59 +0000

goosebumps

missannakay — Tue, 18 Oct 2011 01:33:01 +0000

my last relationship, no doubt, messed my head up – the one before that did as well

this dating game is hard to get good at – i wish there was a ref.

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since beginning this new dating scene for myself – i’ve met many wonderful men, however haven’t really clicked as well as i recently have. but i’m taking it one day at a time

today i spent the day at his house – surprised by beautiful weather from mother nature and a picnic atop a hill at a park – we spent the afternoon there, from snacks, to lunch sandwiches, dessert & my favorite sparkling beverage :) it was all really great – my first picnic!

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i was reading up on one of my favorite blogger’s site the other day, morning wood - and i came across an entry that made me think – damn

your imprint

throughout our lives we meet people on a daily basis – some whom we will never see again – others we befriend, love; the experiences we have with these people, more often than not affect us in some way, even if we walk away as strangers

i wonder how many imprints i’ve left – how many good ones – how many bad ones, although i do hope the good outnumber the bad – i guess i can’t really be too sure

i’m going to sleep with T.’s last words in that post:

“I wonder who has imprinted you in their thoughts….I wonder how often they access those thoughts of you… most of all, I wonder do you give them goosebumps?”

smile

missannakay — Sun, 16 Oct 2011 16:19:59 +0000

my mind is all over the place woooohooooooo

don’t laugh.

missannakay — Sat, 15 Oct 2011 05:56:17 +0000

it’s just about two am

spent my morning rushing over a quiz, then an exam – then had lunch with a wonderful man, wasted time away at work – and hit up morristown with my couple – kate&paul

i’m tired.

but i’m in a good place.